missing him....

Skelly is visiting relatives today and tomorrow and I am a disaster already...I am so excited to spend some time with J. but can't believe I won't see my little baby until tomorrow night. I just have to keep on telling myself that he will be absolutely fine, smothered with love and attention and if he has a hard time sleeping, will not in fact stay up all night and will fall asleep eventually. Ten months later and this is the second time he has not been with his Momma and Daddy and I know that it will be much harder on me then on him...but just have to keep reminding myself of that. I miss you baby. Momma loves you.